The spouse program seemed to recover a few weeks after my deal with Gunnel and Karin. I again got women from the program now and then. They differed in their ability but all were eager and horny. Most of them were younger than me, a few much younger, which was very pleasant. When at my age younger women are what your secret dreams are all about. Three or four of the women were much above average. I always tried to do my best.
I was sure that three of the women were in fact the same woman although she pretended to be different ones. The first time she had a rich pubic bush and long hair. The second time she was shaved and had long hair. The third time her pussy hair was short and so was her hair. She also tried to change her voice and behavior. The second time she wanted to be taken from behind and the next she wanted to ride. But the feel of her body and her fragrance were the same.
When I mentioned it to Birgit she frowned.
“Well,” she said reluctantly. “Well I have to admit that it is true. But I never thought that anyone should be able to tell. I thought that her play-acting should be enough. And nobody else has noticed.” She was quiet for a while, and then started to laugh. “Thank god for that horny woman. She has saved the program. You should be amazed if you knew how many she has fucked in the last couple of months. She beats you by far.”
One evening Birgit asked me into her office. She had kept me out of women for nearly three weeks and I thought she should give me an explanation.
“I have a very special woman for you.” She said to my pleasant surprise. “She is in the program. But she can”t leave her home and she asks if the man will come and see her, of course under strict confidentiality. It means that you will be driven there blindfolded and as usual make love in the dark. Since it is a long drive she asks if the man can spend the following day as well. I guess she have plans if you please each other. A little beside the rules of course but she is special.
The meeting will if possible be this weekend. You normally don”t visit your wife on Saturdays, do you? So if you are willing to spend the time you will go there on Friday evening after you have seen your wife. What about it? I think it will be worthwhile.”
I thought about it for a while. It sounded a little odd but also interesting. And a ride in the countryside could be fun. So I said OK. Birgit then surprised me. She gave me some small blue pills and asked me to take one a day at lunchtime. I asked her why but she refused to tell. “Trust me,” she said. “They will be good for you.”
Friday evening I went to Birgit’s office. I was met by Inga.
“I am your chauffeur to night,” she said. “I am looking forward to drive your big car.” It had been agreed that we should use my car.
We steered south out of town. When we were about to enter the highway she pulled over and brought forward a blindfold and asked me to put it on. I joked about that I wouldn”t be able to see her ample breasts. The weather was warm, it was in early summer and she was only wearing a thin blouse showing a lot of cleavage.
“Well, be a good boy and put the blindfold on and you will get a reward,” she giggled and started to unbutton her blouse. She pulled my head down and let me kiss her naked breasts.
The drive took another hour. We got into smaller roads and finally into gravel roads. The car turned sharply and stopped. Inga helped me out.
I was led into a house and up the stairs to the upper floor. I was placed in a room and told that I could freshen up and even take a shower if I wanted. I had to wait for a while anyway. The door closed and I was alone. I took the blindfold off and saw that I was in a comfortable bedroom with an en suite bathroom. I undressed and took a shower. This woman knew what she wanted and one thing was obviously to have clean lovers.
In the bathroom I found an exquisite silk bathrobe. I put it on and went into the bedroom to put my clothes on. They were gone.
I was sipping wine from a bottle in an ice bucket when there was a knock on the door. Inga came in, smiling.
“Good, you are ready,” she said. “Don”t worry; your clothes have been taken care of. They will be fresh and ready for you in the morning. And you don”t need them tonight anyway,” she giggled. “Now come, the lady is waiting.”
She put the blindfold on and led me out in the corridor. She led me around and up and down some stairs before she opened a door and pushed me inside.
I stood there wondering what to do when I felt hands take the blindfold away. It was completely dark. A very womanly fragrance reached my nostrils. Hands caressingly took the bathrobe off me. I heard a throaty laugh.
“Come. Show me how you make love to a woman. Please me, please. You will be greatly rewarded if you please me well.” The voice was deep and husky.
I felt the heat from the woman”s body near me and reached out for it. In my arms came a very warm and very naked body. She kissed me and let her tongue twist with mine. My hands were busy exploring her back and her round bottom. She turned in my arms and let me cup her full breasts and caress her front body. She pressed herself back at me. She laughed throatily again when she felt my fast growing erection poke her in the ass.
My hands slid down circling her round belly and found her belly button. It went further down and felt her short trimmed pubic hair and cupped her pubic bone and mons. She shivered when my hand squeezed her gently. It went further down over her thighs and back up again in between feeling the warmth and wetness of her pussy. Her knees buckled when my finger pressed into her cunt and over her clit and moved up and down.
Suddenly it occurred to me that I recognized the curves and feeling of her body. It was like a deja vu. But how could that be? Birgit had said that this woman was new in the program, hadn”t she? But I was pretty sure and Birgit had tricked me before.
She left my arms and led me by my cock further into the room. She climbed up on a bed and stopped kneeling on the bedside and bent forward. I grabbed her hips and felt a small tremble. I thought I got a message and held her there. I stroked down her legs and had her part her knees further. I dove in and licked her crack from clit to butt hole.
She liked it. She moaned and pressed back at my mouth and nose and very soon shuddered into her first orgasm for the night.
Yes, I knew the fragrance of her pussy. Yes, I had had this woman before. I was sure.
She fell forward on the bed. I didn”t give her a rest but kept on stroking and massaging her backside from toes to neck. I spent a lot of time at her buttocks and teased her pussy opening from behind. I stroked the sides of her breasts.
Suddenly she raised her bottom. She was back kneeling at the bedside. I got behind her on the floor and felt up her inner thighs. She was hot. I used my cock to caress her slit. She got wild and pushed my hand away and placed my cock in her vestibule.
“Fuck me, fuck me now. I want it hard,” she cried. “Come on.”
I pushed inside and slid all the way into her slick cunt.
She bucked and met my thrusts. We fucked for quite a long time, now and then taking a rest after she got small orgasms. Eventually she got wild again and it was time for me too. When her muscles flexed I came and I emptied my balls in her cunt. She came when she felt my come flow into her. It was a most enjoyable fuck.
And my feeling was right. I had fucked her before and that was in the mysterious darkened flat. It made sense. She was very anxious not to be recognized.
“Thank you,” I said after a while. “You are marvelous. That was really good. It was even better than last time.”
She stiffened in my arms but relaxed and laughed.
“What do you mean? Last time?” she asked lightly.
I explained that I had the memory of her in my hands, in my nostrils, on my tongue and the feeling of her cunt on my cock. I told her where and when we had met to have sex last time. But that her pussy was shaved then and now her pubic hair had grown again. And that she had given me her exquisite silk panties.
She laughed throatily. She said nothing for a while just lay in my arms.
“Do you really mean that you remember the women you have slept with without seeing them?” She finally asked. “I must say that I can”t be so sure, even if the feel of the cock and the way it is used differs much between males.”
“Yes,” I said. “I have just discovered that the memory of a woman is kept in my senses. I can”t explain how but I remember. You were as lovely then as you are now. But please, don”t go away this time. But I very much would like to have a pair of panties,” I joked.
“Well,” she said. “Maybe Birgit has paired us before. Yes, I was in that flat and I remember a good fuck and a caring man. It could have been you to tell from tonight”s experience.”
She eased out of my arms and put her cheek on my belly. She started to tenderly play with my cock and after a while took all of it in her mouth. She sucked me very slowly and delicately and equally slowly I came back to life. She kept me there for a very long time before she increased the force of her sucking. She now and then let my cock out and licked and squeezed it.
“What do you say? I think you are ready,” she suddenly said and straddled me. She impaled herself on my cock and started to fuck me. I met her and caressed her breasts and clit and now and then her ass. We had a very satisfying orgasm close to each other.
I fell asleep. The morning sun behind the shades lighted the room when I woke up. My first thought was that she had run away from me again. I looked over the lavishly furnished room and saw some female things around including a handbag. No, she ought to be around yet, I thought.
“Hello, are you awake. Good, come and have a shower.” I startled when I heard a familiar voice. But who was it. I looked around and got shocked. In the door to the bathroom stood Birgit, naked as the day she was born but with a much more interesting figure.
She smiled and waived at me.
“Come, I will tell you everything. But first let us have a shower together.”
I stumbled out of bed, not knowing what to say. I went over to Birgit. She didn”t move but snuggled into my arms when I tried to get past her in the doorway. She pulled my arms around her and kissed me. I started automatically to caress her body. She let me feel her up.
“What”s this?” I said confused. “You are the woman I just have slept with; no doubt, I feel it in my hands. You are wonderful.”
“OK” she said. “Yes, you are right, and this was our second night together. I wanted to test your ability to recognize women. I have a proposition for you. But first a shower, please.”
We went into her bathroom and her luxurious shower with plenty of room for two. It ended up that I took her from behind in the shower and it was again very pleasurable.
Afterwards we sat down and had breakfast that had been delivered to the room together with my freshened up clothes.
“Now,” she said. “There are two reasons for bringing you out here. I wanted to test your ability to recognize women you have fucked but not seen and I wanted a good lovemaking. And you passed with flying colors in both. So I will offer you the reward I mentioned the other day. This is what it is all about.”
She told me what she had in mind. I only had to be ready and follow her leads. Her ideas were thrilling and I gladly accepted.
Birgit left me. I took another nap and around lunchtime went down to the pool. The weather was excellent and the pool area sheltered from the wind so it was hot. There was a lunch buffet set up. Birgit had told me that they had a staff meeting; the staff being the partners of the program and some nurses that helped them to carry it out, like Lisa. She had said something about another program but she didn”t explain what it was. But the nurses were engaged in that as well.
The nurses came out from their meeting and quickly changed into swim suits. And what suits. They seemed to be expensive; they fitted each woman to perfection. And they were small, real small. The younger nurses had string bikini bottoms, the elder a thong. The bras were not that flimsy. Most of the women had big breasts and the bras had to take care of that. And they did. The breasts were displayed to look their best.
I sat on the far side of the sun deck and looked at the women as they came out and walked around chatting to each other. It took some time before they noticed me. But when they did they became more conscious and tried to show the best of themselves.
It was a sight. The nurses were in their middle twenties to early thirties. They had plain looking faces but it was soon forgotten because they all had gorgeous, curvy bodies with full asses and bosoms. I recognized Inga. She was in a small group of elder women, the partners no doubt. They looked ordinary and didn”t have such great bodies as the younger nurses. But it showed that they kept themselves in shape and they were pleasant enough to look at.
Birgit came out on the deck and her impressive body was emphasized by high heeled sandals. She clapped her hands.
“Girls. Let me introduce Tom to you,” she said. “He will be part of our usual entertainment this afternoon. He also takes part in the program as some of you already know. But let”s have lunch. Please help yourself.”
It was an exquisite buffet, made for women, with lots of seafood and even oysters. And plenty of good wine. I helped myself and sat down and talked to the women around me.
After lunch we all sat back and napped in the sun. The younger nurses got restless and went into the pool. The first to climb in hesitated at the ladder looking shyly at me but then decided to take her bra off. It wasn”t really designed for swimming. Her breasts swung freely and she looked lovely. The rest laughed and followed her example and soon the pool was full with women, naked except for their very small panties.
One by one they got up again and dried themselves. The first looked over at me again but decided not to put her bra back on. The rest followed her example. They sat down and drank more wine. Birgit served refills frequently.
Birgit rose and clapped her hands.
“Girls, listen,” she said. “We always have some entertainment at our gatherings. I have asked Tom here to help us have some fun. Tom is remarkably good at recognizing women he has slept with even when he hasn”t seen them as is the case in the program. Tom, will you tell us how you do that please?”
“Well,” I said standing up. “I don”t know exactly how but I have found that the feel of a woman”s body remains in my hands, her fragrance in my nostrils and her taste on my tongue. The memory is very clear and I often can tell where and when we made love. It”s a gift really.”
I sat down again. The women looked at me and Birgit, a bit puzzled. She let my words hang in the air for a little while.
“Look girls,” she said throatily. “He has made love to some of us here. He doesn”t know which ones. So I suggest that we let him prove his ability. And let”s bet on it. There will be prizes for everyone that participates.” And she mentioned substantial sums for those who best guessed how many women I could recognize and tell where and when I had had her. The rest should get a reward as long as they participated.
“So, girls, what about it?” Birgit looked at them inquiringly with a sly smile on her face.
“May I ask how this is going to be done,” one of the younger nurses asked giggling. “Will he touch us or what?”
“He will be blindfolded. Just to make sure,” Birgit said. “Although it was in the dark he had us and thus is not supposed to recognize us by our looks. We should also be silent so he can”t recognize our voices. And yes dear, of course he has to touch our bodies.”
“Well, sounds like great fun to me,” the young nurse said. “I am in.” I recognized her as being the first to take her bikini top off.
The rest agreed, some a little hesitantly though.
“OK,” Birgit said laughing. “Let”s start the fun. Tom, put this on will you.” She gave me a blindfold. “And will you make sure that he puts it on properly”, she asked the young nurse.
The nurse came up to me and put the blindfold on. I couldn”t see anything. What she did to check it out I don”t know but the women laughed.
“To get this right we should all guess how many he can recognize. He doesn”t know how many of us he has had and we will not tell him. But this is the number. Now guess and put it down on this paper. Be silent please,” I heard Birgit say.
There was silence for a while.
“Good,” Birgit resumed. “Now draw a number from this bowl. That gives the examination order. And don”t tell him.”
After a while I heard a nervous laugh.
“Tom, we are ready. Please examine the first lady” Birgit said in a hushed voice close to me.
I felt a hand on my chest. I took it and brought it to my lips and kissed it. The woman giggled. I reached out for her, starting with her head. I felt her hair and down her cheeks. My hands went further down to her shoulders and breasts. I turned her so I embraced her from behind and cupped her breasts. They were big and springy. Definitely one of the younger nurses. I fondled them longer than necessary just for the good feeling. The girl seemed to like it; she pressed herself towards me.
My hands went further down over her hips and belly. I felt the small bikini bottom. That had to come off if I should be able to carry out my investigation. I found a knot at the side but the girl prevented me from untying it by holding my hand.
She must have looked inquiringly at Birgit.
“Yes, my dear, he must be allowed to take them off. How else could he examine you properly,” I heard Birgit say.
The nurse let my hand loose and gasped when I removed her bikini bottom and let my hands discover her mons. The other women had suddenly got quiet. Up till now they had been commenting on my doings.
I let my nose and mouth slide over her body from her head downwards. I knelt and rested my cheek in her pubic hair and felt her nice scent.
I went further down her legs and let my tongue trail upwards her inner thighs. She kept them closed but suddenly she opened up when I was at mid-thigh. My tongue went easily all the way to her pussy lips. She tasted fresh and she was a little wet. I flicked my tongue over her clit and between her labia. She gasped again but she didn”t withdraw.
I had almost immediately become sure that I had never met this nurse before. But I took the chance to caress her. It felt great. I rose and kissed her cheek.
“I am sorry that I haven”t had this lovely woman before,” I said loudly. “But I should very much like to,” I added whispering to her.
Birgit acknowledged that I was right and the women clapped their hands.
I heard the girl leave and soon another stood before me. I did as before, started to caress her head and shoulders and cupping her breasts. They were smaller and soft. I got the first feeling that I knew the curves of these breasts. I slowly went down over her belly and hips. She did not resist when I took her panties off. The women cheered. Her pubic hair was soft and her mons fleshy. Her bottom was firm. This woman was definitely older. A memory flashed through my mind. Where and when?
I knelt as before and run my nose and tongue down her body and up between her thighs. She immediately parted her feet giving me plenty of room between her thighs. She was already wet and her legs buckled slightly when I flicked over her clit and dove into her pussy. Yes, I recognized her. I let my tongue flick over her pussy a few more times while I thought back. When her moan came I got the clue.
I rose and declared where and when I had had this woman. Birgit must have made a sign because the women cheered.
I opened the door and asked Elaine, “Is Julia gone?”
She nodded. “Everyone is,” she said, and then she saw my tummy and hip. “Oh, Danny.”
“I should have snapped her neck.”
Elaine reached out and touched me. “Will Bridget be upset if she sees these marks?”
“She might kill me. I promised her I wouldn’t have sex with Julia, but I didn’t have much choice.”
“I’ll talk to Bridget, I’ll explain everything.”
I shook my head. “No, don’t, please. I’ll heal soon enough, and I don’t think Julia will tell Bridget what happened.”
Her eyes twinkled. “You just need to keep your pants on around her for the next few days.”
“I don’t think that’ll be too big a problem.”
Elaine smiled. “Unfortunately.”
I smiled back. “We have the prom in a few days, we’ll have a nice time. I just want to spend some time with her. Alone.”
“Without her mother and your mother and a certain dirty redhead you’re both acquainted with.”
I smiled and leaned down and kissed her. “I’d make a huge splash if I walked into the prom with Bridget on one hand and you on the other.”
“Ooh, I’d like that. I’d take all those tasty young boys into the bathroom and blow them one by one.”
“Would you now?”
She reached down and fondled me. “And then I’d seduce all the girls and eat their virgin pussies and make them scream.”
She had me hard now. “You are a dirty redhead,” I said, and she slipped to her knees and took my cock in her mouth. Watching her give me head reminded me of something. “I forgot to ask, how was Mr. Landau? It sounded like it was the fuck of a lifetime.”
She looked up at me. “Do you want the truth?”
“Sure.”
“It was disappointing. Really, he was pretty ordinary.”
She put me in her mouth again and started sucking on my again. I looked down at her. “Elaine?”
“Mmm-hmm…”
“You’re a terrible liar.”
She burst out laughing. She got to her feet and took me to the bed and lay down with her legs open for me. “OK, OK, it was absolutely incredible. He’s so gorgeous, so beautiful, and he fucked me so good I thought I’d scream.”
I said, “You did scream, Elaine,” and she took my cock in her hand and guided me inside her.
“Did I?” she moaned as I thrust slowly in and out. “I was so crazy I didn’t even notice everyone watching. I couldn’t take my eyes off him.”
“The other women couldn’t either.” I picked up the pace and reached down to suckle her nipple. She put her hand on the back of my head and wrapped her legs around my waist.
“Every woman who was there is your friend for life. They all can’t believe that they get to fuck Teddy too. You’re the most popular boy in town.”
I was getting close, I never could last too long with Elaine. “I’m glad I’m appreciated for something other than my cock.”
Elaine smiled and kissed me on the lips. “Can I tell you a secret, Danny?”
I swallowed hard and let my hips out and really started fucking her. “Yes.”
“I don’t want you telling anyone else.”
Ten seconds from liftoff. “Yes!”
“Come closer.”
I leaned down. She touched the tip of my nose with her tongue. “Closer…”
“I’m so close, Elaine.”
“I know, baby, but closer to me.” I leaned down and kissed her fiercely, my climax just seconds away, and Elaine put her lips to my ear and said, “As incredible as Teddy was, you’re still the best lover I’ve ever had.”
“Uhhh!!” I moaned as I started to come. “Do you mean that?”
My come flooded her pussy. She closed her eyes and smiled from ear to ear. “Mmm-hmmm”.
I kept thrusting, “Oh…oh…oh…”. I finally ran out of steam. I collapsed on top of Elaine and she stroked my hair. “You’re the best, honey. You’re the best because I love you, and you love me, and we both love making each other feel good. And…” she squeezed me with the muscles inside her, “you have the most incredible cock in the world.”
I smiled, very pleased by her words. “But my cock is only reason number four?”
She giggled. “Well, maybe reason number five. I didn’t even mention your tongue.”
I kissed her. “I do love you, Elaine.”
“I know, darling. And I love you too.”
“I know.”
“And I know you love Bridget. And I’ll do anything I can to help you. I promise.”
I thanked her, and we lay together a few minutes. Elaine said, “The three women you were talking to when I came down? Who were they?”
“Mr. Landau’s current and former secretaries.”
“Ah, so that explains it.”
“Explains what?”
“Why they were so happy about you arranging for Teddy to fuck them. Julia often bragged about how she tormented those poor women. Now they get their revenge on Julia and enjoy Teddy as well.”
“I did it mostly to shaft Julia, but I’m glad they’re happy too.”
She smiled. “Happy isn’t the word, darling. The younger girl was nearly in tears. She wanted to see you before she left because she wanted to give you a big hug and kiss.”
“Wish I’d known, I would have come down for that.”
Elaine tweaked my cock. “Don’t you have enough women? Bridget, me, Julia…”
“Don’t include Julia in that group.”
She stroked my cock. “Just teasing.”
She kept stroking me, and I playfully slapped her hands away. “Enough! I have school tomorrow, I have to save my strength.”
She let me escape and lay back on the bed, her hair splayed over the pillows and breasts lolling heavily on her ribs. “I guess I’ll let you go,” she sighed. “After fucking you and Teddy in one day I shouldn’t be so greedy.”
I dressed and sat on the bed to kiss her goodbye. “I hope I don’t get a nasty surprise when I get home.”
“What kind of surprise?”
“I’m almost positive Bridget was going to, um, visit my mom while I was here.” Elaine looked surprised and a wee bit disappointed, since she lusted for Bridget as fervently as my mother did. I said, “I thought you shouldn’t be so greedy.”
She laughed. “You’re right. But Bridget and your mom…that’s probably not a good thing.”
“No, it’s not,” I conceded. “I need to get everything sorted with Bridget and end this nightmare stuff with our parents.”
“You do, honey. It’s hard enough to love someone without the extracurricular activities going on.”
“That’s the understatement of the year. Although,” I leaned down to kiss her, “if she and I really get together, I think there’s a certain dirty redhead we might want to play with, from time to time.”
She smiled. “I would like that very much.”
“So would we.”
We kissed good-bye, and I headed for home. A tough day was at least not made worse by the sight of Bridget’s car in the driveway. I brought my tux with me into the house, and I found my mom lying on the couch, fresh out of the shower, wearing a comfy sweatshirt and shorts. She looked pleasantly exhausted.
“Hi, honey,” she said dreamily.
“Hi.”
“Is that your tuxedo?”
“Uh-huh.” I held it up and she looked it over. “It looks really sharp. Why don’t you try it on?”
“I don’t really feel like it right now. How ’bout tomorrow?”
“Sure, honey.” She lay back and I headed upstairs. And I heard her say, “You and Bridget will be the best-looking couple at the prom.”
I walked upstairs, hung the tux in my closet, and went into my parent’s bedroom. Mom may have showered, but she couldn’t fully erase the heavy, erotic smell that permeated the bedroom. I closed my eyes and breathed deep and imagined Bridget’s soft voice cooing with delight as my mother’s nimble tongue probed between her legs…
I shook my head to erase the image before my eyes. This had to stop, me and Bridget and Mom and Dad and Julia and Teddy. All I wanted was Bridget. She was more than enough for me. Our parents would have to live without our young bodies to amuse and excite them. All I had to do was convince Bridget that I was the only person SHE needed. At times I thought she might really love me…at others I couldn’t be sure if Mom wasn’t right, that Bridget was just waiting for the right moment to break my heart into a million pieces. I need more time with her. More time alone.
Like at the prom, which loomed on the horizon. The prom. I’d get some answers then.
But only almost. I said, “I just want to love you, Bridget,” and it felt like the world kept spinning while we stood in place. I had to hold her hand tight to keep from falling over.
Bridget smiled at me. And kept smiling. And didn’t stop smiling to say something like, oh, I love you too. I guess I started looking at her too long because she said, “What is it?”
I said “I love you.” And Bridget said the worst two words you can hear after you say those three little ones. She said, “I know.”
It was our turn and we ordered twist cones and I paid and we sat down. For a long minute I licked at my cone and tried not to cry. I guess I didn’t do a good job of controlling my face because Bridget said, “I know what you want me to say. I know what I’m supposed to say.”
“You not supposed to say anything,” I said quickly. “You say what you feel, not what you’re supposed to say.”
She turned sideways and looked at me. “Danny, I do feel something for you. And I’ve never felt this way toward a boy before. Ever. Am I in love with you? I don’t know, I really don’t.”
“OK.” I said.
Her tongue orbited her cone. “I like you. I like talking to you. I like being with you. I didn’t think I ever would like you, but I do. You make me laugh.” She licked again and her eyes locked on mine. “And I am very attracted to you. Very.” Her lips nipped off the tiny summit of ice cream and she said, “I like you so much, and you drive me crazy, and that scares me.”
“I scare YOU? How?”
“I’ve never been so caught up in someone that…” she looked up at the trees for a moment. “I’ve hurt lots of people, Danny. Guys who liked me, girls who thought they could be my friend. I hurt them because, well, because I could. When you have power like that, it’s so hard to keep yourself from using it. I know that makes me a terrible person. I know that I’ve been a terrible person. And in the time we’ve spent together, I realize that I shouldn’t do that. I have to change. I’m the most popular person in school, and nobody likes me. I’m too old to want to live like that anymore. I want to have friends, real friends.” She put her hand on my knee. “I want you to be my friend.”
This girl was growing up right before my eyes, she was becoming a woman and it made my heart thump in my chest to see how truly beautiful and wonderful she could be. And I thought back to five minutes before when I was thinking about how delicious it would be to break her heart, and I realized that I had a long, long way to go before I could call myself a man.
She said, “I’m afraid that you might betray me in some way, and if you did it would hurt me so bad that I just couldn’t bear it.”
“How could I betray you?”
She shrugged like she didn’t know, but she did. She said, “Like, this thing with my mother.”
I tried to be nonchalant. “What about her?”
“She wants you. She loves fucking you. I mean, she LOVES it. Even if I told her to stop, she’ll keep trying to seduce you. And the thought of you having sex with her, after what’s happened between us…” She licked her cone and tried to smile. “If I knew you had sex with my mommy, it would destroy me. I couldn’t forgive that.”
Now it was my turn to try to smile. I had, of course, probably had sex with Julia this afternoon. Involuntarily, anonymously, but would Bridget excuse that? And I was sure that my mother had allowed Julia to screw me because she didn’t want Bridget and I to be together. Again, the supposed adults in this mess were causing most of the problems instead of solving them.
“I promise, I won’t have sex with Julia. With your mother. Ever, and I mean ever. I don’t want to. I don’t want to hurt you. Ever.”
She bit into her cone. “You promise?”
“I promise.”
We ate in silence a bit longer. I was so ashamed that I couldn’t look at her, and Bridget took that as a sign that I was still hurt by her confusion. “I’m not saying that I couldn’t love you,” she said. “But I need some time, to figure things out a bit.”
I looked at her and smiled. “You can take all the time you need. I just want to spend time with you, that’ll make me happy enough.”
She smiled with relief. “That’ll make me happy too.”
We both relaxed and I actually tasted my ice cream. Until Bridget said, “Who do you think it was?”
“Who, what?”
She lowered her voice. “You know. The man who fucked me. The woman who fucked you.”
My face felt like plastic. “I don’t know. Elaine has lots of swinging friends. I’m sure she could find a few willing to enjoy two nubile bodies.”
She laughed. “I don’t really care, I’m just curious. I trust Elaine. But when that cock slid inside me, it was such a shock. It was so big, and it felt so good, but it also felt like it was happening outside my body, like it was happening to someone else and I was just watching.”
I said, “This might sound weird, but I wonder what normal, humdrum sex is like. Two people who love each other, in their bed, having sex. No toys, no restraints, no audience. The lights off and under the covers. A man and a woman, making love. I’ve never done that.”
“Either have I. It sounds really nice.”
“Yeah.” We looked at each other for a long, long time. I stood up and said, “I’ll walk you to your car.” And I did walk her to her car, and as I held the door open she kissed me on the lips. “Say it again,” she whispered.
“I love you,” I whispered back.
“Say my name.”
I kissed her and said, “I’m in love with you, Bridget Landau.”
She fell back in her seat and looked at me in a way that gave me chills. “See you in school tomorrow?”
“Oh, yeah, school. Forget about that some days.”
“More important things on your mind?”
“This girl I’m crazy about.”
She started her car. “See you at school.” I closed her door and watched her drive away. I felt…not better, but less crummy, if that makes sense. It probably doesn’t. Nothing much made sense to me then. I was in love with Bridget, who wasn’t quite in love with me. Her mother had just fucked me, and my father had just fucked her. My mother was the mastermind behind it all. I just wanted a day with Bridget all to myself, no Elaine, no mamas and papas, just me and the girl I loved.
Well, maybe the prom would be that day.
I drove home. Mom was watching TV. “Where have you been?” she asked, innocent as you please.
“Getting ice cream with Bridget.”
“That sounds nice,” she said, with just the faintest hint of sarcasm.
“It was. Where’s Dad?”
“He’s upstairs asleep.”
“Asleep? It’s nine o’clock.”
“He was tired.”
I’ll bet he was, I didn’t say. “I’m kind of tired too,” I said. “Think I’ll go to my room and read a bit before I turn in.”
“OK, honey. Good night.” She lifted her forehead for me to kiss and I went upstairs.
I only lasted 20 minutes before I conked out. The trauma I went through took more out of me that I expected. I woke up around 1AM with an aching asshole and a stage-4 boner. I stroked myself a bit and it felt so good I stroked it a bit more.
I started thinking about me and Bridget in Elaine’s shower, how Bridget bent over and offered herself to me. I could have fucked my brains out right then and there, but I didn’t. I wanted our first time, our “real” first time, to be perfect.
But at that moment, in the middle of the night, with a raging hard-on, perfection wasn’t the issue. I wanted to come. I didn’t even remember coming at Elaine’s, with that cursed dildo making my hyperventilate. Now I wanted to come, I wanted to explode and release some of the tension of the previous day.
I slid down my bed and got into position. I locked my legs under the headboard and opened wide. I was so excited my abs were more flexible than usual, or at least I was able to push them further. My cockhead fit into my mouth and I started working myself into a frenzy. I licked the head and it made me groan with delight. I kept my mouth capped over my helmet and my tongue moving and I sank into a daze of rapture.
I thought about the shower, Bridget bent over, her golden hair spilling down to the middle of her back, the tips getting dark as they got wet. I imagined grabbing my tool and aiming it at her pussy, aiming myself between her legs, moving close behind her…
And then I imagined Bridget here, in my room, right now, and what it would be like to feel her body next to mine, and to slowly wake her with gentle nudges and kisses, until she rolled on her back and parted her legs, wide enough for me to crawl on top of her and mount her. And then slowly entering her, feeling her moisten as my cock gently pushed inside her, and then thrusting patiently in and out of my wife’s vagina, thrusting in and out, as we’d done a thousand times before.
I realized that I was fantasizing about Bridget being my wife. I was fantasizing about being married to Bridget and having quiet, middle-of-the-night married sex, and it thrilled me so sharply that I immediately ejaculated into my mouth. “Ummph, umm, glug,” I moaned as I spurted. It was so wonderful, it felt so good, that I didn’t notice the crack of faint light coming though the door.
“What are you doing!” Mom hissed from my open door.
My legs jerked free from the headboard. “Nothing.”
“NOTHING? I find you twisted like a pretzel with your penis in your mouth and you’re doing nothing?”
“Don’t you knock?” I hissed. “Don’t I get a little privacy?”
“I heard moans, I thought you were having a bad dream or something.”
“So you open the door and look inside and just stand there? How long were you watching me?”
Mom didn’t say anything for a long time. Once, at her request, I had let her watch me suck myself off, because she’s loved it when my father had been able to do that. “I don’t do that for your entertainment, Mom. From now on you knock.”
“Fine. Were you thinking about that little blonde bitch?”
“You mean Bridget? Yeah, I was. I told her I loved her today.”
I could see Mom’s silhouette wilt. “You what?”
“I told her I loved her. We’re crazy about each other.”
Her voice was tired. “You’re the crazy one. I keep telling you, she’s going to break your heart, she’s going to hurt you so bad…”
“You know what? I don’t care. Even if she does, it’ll have been worth it, to feel this good.”
“No, it won’t, honey,” Mom said. “You say that now, but…” She sighed. “I know you’re happy now. And if I knew you’d always be this happy I would give my blessing in a second. But when you’re a teenager and the girl of your dreams hurts you, it hurts worse than anything in the world. And I don’t want to see her hurt you. That’s all.”
I got up. “I know, Mom. I hear you. And I appreciate it. But I’m a big boy. I know what I’m doing. Please, just stay out of it. Let me make my own mistakes, if I’m going to make them.”
She sighed again. “OK, honey. I can’t protect you forever. All right.”
I went to hug her, but I was buck naked with a dripping erection and come on my breath, and that is no condition to approach your mother in. I went to the bathroom and washed my groin and brushed my teeth, and as I went back to my room I heard my father’s voice from the bedroom saying, “Uh, baby, it’s too early for this, uh, uhh, oh, that feels nice, yeaaahhh.” Mom was once again fired up after watching me perform autofellatio and was taking it out on Dad. Oh well, a good orgasm helps you sleep. As it did for me that night. I got under the covers, rested my head on the pillow, and went to sleep hearing Bridget’s voice in my head, “I love you, Danny, I love you.” Maybe it was just a dream, but it was still wonderful to hear.
I woke up with a start around 3AM, some malevolent nocturnal imp deciding I didn’t deserve a full night’s sleep. I’d forgotten something, I wasn’t quite out of the woods yet. I still had to witness Elaine’s sexual encounter with Bridget’s father. I’d said I’d do it, and I would. I remembered my promise to Bridget, that I wouldn’t fuck her mother, and I had a bad feeling that Julia would be present for this show and might look at us as a possible double-feature. I had to think about that, about the best way to keep that vixen at bay. But that was for tomorrow. Well, actually, that was for a few hours from now. I closed my eyes and imagined Bridget again. But now she wouldn’t say, “I love you,” in my mind’s eye. Now she just kept saying, “Don’t fuck my mommy, don’t fuck my mommy,” and no matter how many times I promised her I wouldn’t, she wouldn’t believe me. It didn’t make for a very restful night.